After New Year..

gosh.. came back to kl again.. sigh.. but luckily monday is wilayah public holiday.. no class on monday.. haha.. but..still i din have much time to rest.. (sigh-ing).. monday rest, tuesday, wednesday, thursday study.. ish.. sucks.. but luckily.. friday we did enjoy ourself.. the seniors organise a trip to waterfall in Rawang, KL.. was fun.. and there are many monkey climbing around and i enjoy chasing the monkey.. haha.. playing water at the waterfall and sing together..now even worse.. no voice already.. haha.. pity.. photo will be updated later.. plz wait.. haha.. although tired but it's worth it.. lolz.. haha.. was so cold in the water.. haha i think i will get sick tonight.. tat's the story for 2day.. haha.. will update next time

boring new year

haiz.. tis chinese new year was so boring.. nothing to do.. day 1 stay at home.. so boring.. same v day 2.. till day 3.. i could manage to go out.. but it was not fun as i have to go to clinic and visit the doc.. i wast rm540 on the clinic..coz of my terrible acne on my face.. lolz.. boring.. nothing to do at all.. haiz.. going back to kl again.. not feeling well summore.. wat terrible life i passing through now.. suckz.. =( i wondering wat am i gonna do there as there's holiday on monday.. no clss.. no office.. cant practice at all.. haha.. stay at home slp whole day.. haha.. well i hate ppl who late and i don't like to wait ppl and i don't like ppl to wait me.. tis happen when we having gathering.. they are not punctual at all.. sigh.. a bit disappointed with them.. luckily i still manage to enjoy myself v my friend and also.. the porker cards.. well.. i feel there's someone who keeping a lie behind me.. and i hate it.. he think i knows nothing..but in the staring.. i knew alot of it and i knew everything.. u can continue keeping the lie by not letting me noe the truth.. when i ask u.. u lie to me.. fine!! we shall see wat's happening next.. i shall remember till the day i die!! and till the thing happen.. i shall never treat u as my friend anymore..

hello hello

jammed for mosly an hour only can pass through the traffic at kl..tired..not even have lots of rest at kl..sleep so late but wake up so early..haiz..tired..wow..my friends were cool..haha..crazy also..i think i wont be having homesick coz i have them accompany me when i miss my hometown..haha..study was terrible..hard to catch up..tired summore..die lo die lo..hopefully during chinese new year will get enuf money to use at kl..expenses was so high..not enuf money use la..die dy die dy..how?? haha..think lo..work or dont spend so much will do gua..haha..anyway..study is more important den everything else..haha..well..i miss everyone at my hometown..hehe..well..the picture is my new friends..they are friendly..i like to be v them coz they could make me happy..hehe..thx for being my friends..love u guys..

Haiz....

Week 2 le.....so suffer....not enuf sleep....eat not full....sleep not well....tired la.....sigh....help...have to independent...althought i miss my hometown but i still cant manage to go back......many things to do....assignment,practice and many more ......even have to prepare for concert.....sign....gonna die soon....i have to sleep very late coz of homework.....many homework to do......althought this semester still got some free time to play....but when play got it's time and study got it's time........althought chinese new year coming but i'm not really celebrating coz of studies and practice.....sigh......what should do is.....study practice study practice.....gambattey.....althought it's suffering but i still have to force myself to accept it for 3 year.......

my 1st day of school

5th january.. my school start..gosh.. i need at least half an hour to walk to school.. well.. during this 1st week.. nothing much happen.. but my class consist of 10 ppl.. and 1 of them were korean girl.. i still remember on the second day.. she play us a song called 'kiss the rain' the song was nice.. touching.. full of meaning..many of the seniors came out and watch at her performance.. it was a nice performance of 'kiss the rain' and i can only give a word.. tat is NICE.. well.. of course i will know new friends, new housemate and so on.. they were friendly and they help me alot in classes or house.. haha.. although it's suffer in going to classes.. coz the road is dangerous and the road is not safe at all but i still can manage to survive in a forcing condition..haha.. food were expensive..i wish i could cook myself.. but it seems like it's hard.. haiz.. well.. i think i meet quite friendly friendly friend which will willing to help out when i were fed up in something.. shall appreciate this friend alot.. well.. nothing much happen.. sing sing sing, practice practice practice, assignment assignment assignment.. nothing else le..haiz.. gambattey be hoo kit...

i feel.. suffer..

haiz.. through out this week.. i dono whether am i gonna do well in the future when i at kl?? well.. anything could happen.. this week is my bro birthday.. well bought a cake, present, uh.. wat else?? oh.. bring some friend to my shop and celebrate v him..well. as i see his face and other of my friends were so happy.. i knew i having good friends right beside me.. well tat day was 24th december.. xmas eve.. i wondering why m'sia don't snow..i like snow very much.. i hope.. someday.. i will feel the snow and touch it v my owned hand.. well.. merry xmas to everyone.. xmas.. i hope i will only receive forgiveness from everyone and tat will be my biggest gift ever.. well.. as i was packing my stuff.. i was thinking of something.. wat am i gonna do if i cant do well at kl?? well..this could be a question tat kept to myself.. and.. there what a feeling which could make me feel.. sad and make my eye watery as i noe i gonna leave.. i really gonna miss everyone in my hometown.. well.. i guess every student who left their hometown for further studies will miss their home town to.. anyway.. wat i can only do is.. i gonna miss u all very very much.. well..it's been a year tat all my friends went for their further studies.. now it's my turn.. gambattey!!!

bye bye!!!

well.. christmas coming and i think days for me to enjoy myself in my hometown teluk intan left not even a month.. i sometimes feels.. wan to leave here as fast as possible.. but sometimes.. i feel i don't even wan to leave this place.. during december.. many things happen.. sweet memory, bad memory and.. many more.. when i will be coming back?? oh, well.. i gonna miss my hometown real much.. well.. i have pass the audition and i was very happy bout it.. but i was so sad.. coz i couldn't play well my piano during the audition.. i miss some notes.. and i was so scared.. but.. luckily.. i did it!! Oh, here i come.. the dream tat i been dreaming since i was small.. has finally come.. i will be entering a music school and i hope i may do well in my studies.. to the way of becoming a professional player.. oh gosh.. the fess to study was so expensive.. it need about rm50k (at least) to study 3 years diploma course.. well.. although i been having some accomodation prob for the 1st semester.. but i hope everything will be going fine.. piano class cost me around rm150 (per month) and flute class will be costing me rm80 (per hour).. wow.. guess wat.. i need a quite number of money to study.. gosh.. it kills me.. i'm scared i cant do well for the courses i choose.. it's hard.. oh.. plz.. help me.. someone.. well anyway.. i juz can do wat i cant effort to do only.. anyway.. wat i can do is.. practice, study, practice,study.....continues over and over and over.. anyway..

merry christmas and happy new year to all my teluk intan friends.. i will miss u all!!!