Thursday, August 20, 2009

i belive in you..

I believe, though you are not beside me

it wouldn't end like this.

I believe, the way it will come to me

just a bit far to come to me.

all in the past memories

i hurt myself and cried.

i wish you won't cry as how i cried,

with no tears i wish you

to send off me easily.

i know one day

you will come back

i believe in you

I'll be waiting for you. you are the only one for me

I believe, because i would cry

you couldn't be not able to cry

I believe, my flowing tears will

return you back to me

inside of my stopping eyes glance

your images are hit upon, so it makes me cry

i wish you don't cry as much as me

with no tears i wish you

to send off me easily.

i know one day

you will be back

i believe in you

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

waliao.. stupid classmate..

why i so bad luck will have this classmate.. u killing me in accapella.. fuck u.. tempo din count.. din practice.. fuck! fuck!.. i see i wan beat u long time ago.. haiz.. please don think u have car i don't have car.. u are only small little fucking kancil.. so don try to show off.. fuck u.. my car is much more better den ur kancil.. i don't need u to come cheras and fetch me to school.. i got leg, i got hand.. i can choose to drive or take lrt.. i don't need ppl like u to fetch me.. even though every fucking human in this world die i also wont call u fetch me.. fuck you.. and please don't backstabbed my best friend.. he din say any bad word about u.. so please don backstabbed him.. you are not good as anyone.. fuck you.. cau cibai.. ppl using piano u come and rebut with ppl.. what the fuck.. i see u i really wan shoot u kao kao

moody

well.. i not sure.. nowadays.. i keep on moody.. why? because of what? haiz.. i really don't know.. jealousy.. bla bla bla.. when can i only be truely myself.. i wish to be like how i'm last time.. it will be much more better.. don't care what other ppl say about me.. i wish to be like tat.. i really lost.. losing myself.. i don't know why i will love u so much.. i juz don't know.. i see u sad.. i was really really sad.. even in class i din hear what the teacher saying.. coz i keep on worry about you.. i never stop thinking about you.. i never never stop thinking about you.. i feel.. i really in love with u.. i wan someone to take away my feeling towards u.. but i scared.. our friendship will gone forever.. haiz.. i love u..