money money money!!

Sigh....everyday invisible tears flow from my eyes as i taking out pieces of money when i buy things....today.....me and my very good bro went to a cd shop plan to buy cd for my friend as her b'day present....as me and my bro pay for the cd money.....invisible tears started to flow.....sigh....money used up everywhere.......it's hard for us to live......a day have pass again.....i'm guessing....how many days left for me to enjoy myself in my owned sweet hometown.....but i think it's impossible because i have things for me to busy.......today......another question past by my big brain....."what birthday means for us???"a day for us to remember and worth to celebrate or is there other things that could make us think that b'day is not a day that worth for us to celebrate????8th november 2008.....another performance day for our band......i hope we can perform well on that day......practices goes on.......and i hope everything will be fine......hmm........excellent,discipline,harmony........

why,what,when........

Today...is a confusing day for me.....i went to school,i been thinking.....what am i doing???am i wasting my time???or should i turn back and go back home to do what i should do.....make a call to the college and ask application for entering that college or straight to school teaching my band members???hmm.....confusing.....but lastly,i decided to go to school.....today a person ask me......why you treat me so good???i din treat you nice but why you treat me good????when this question pass by my big brain.....i wish i could tell the person.....i treat you good is because you are someone special to me......time left is very few for me to appreciate you but,what i can do is appreciate every hour i have to be with you.....i'm scared that i will lost contact with you.....2 month left for me at my hometown....i soon will be going to a new place to further my studies......i really hope i could give you all the best i can,treat you the very best i can.....because i know....you are the 1 who will be always right there when i need you........i hoe you may read this but.....i really want to know something which i don't dare to ask you......happy go lucky......i wish you could be well and happy.......

my year 2008

everything change this year..i felt bad...sigh...wat i should do i doesn't know...but there is 1 of my friend which will be always be behind me support me..and he is a good bro of mine..this year i meet 3 times accident..sigh...felt bad this year..injured 2 times this year...the worse accident is juz right after my birthday celebration..i felt sad!!!!!but luckily my dear bro could convince me to be happy and take good care of me...thank you!!!...now..i have to further my studies next year to kl..i felt lonely after i go kl....i'm scared i will have no friends...but i try not to scared myself.....as a human..we will go travel somewhere or some place which is totally not belongs to us...and we muxt try to face it...so..we must be brave....gambattay!!!.....my dear bro birthday coming.....i wanted to give him a present but...wat i should give??????????now..everything will change for me..hope i can stay connected v every of my friend when i have move on to kl....happy go lucky...take care sai lou......